wahaha, today should be the worst day of my sec school life, after school i was deep in thoughts, almost forgetting my friend's presence. i was thinking, is me and kai xin possible? (as in, stead together), come to think of it, she might not like me in the future, so i picked up the courage and asked her, the result is negetive. i did not wanna cry in kranji primary school, but my acting did not last. i went back home and cried in the toilet,(wierd place right?). this is the first time in 7 years i am crying, i am not using any bad words because i don't feel like using it, because the amount of bad words i have said is more than the amount of bad words my class mates said altogether added up to the power of 10. i am big , i am bad , i am LMAOTAN. and of coruse , in the night. couldn't sleep,i don't noe why but. why am i crying in the first place?

lmaotan @ 4:10 AM