back here again, perhaps i didn't know what to post, or don't have anything to post. many people said they are looking forward to my posts, but i don't wish to them to go to the dark side of me
i don't wanna get stucked in love conflict, but it is beyond my control, not for me to prevent, and nevertheless to avoid.
will i finally get over it? will my heart turns cold? will true love last forever? will she like me? will she try to accept me?i have lots and lots of question to ask.but who is going to answer all of them except her...
there are lots and lots of obstacle to overcome. the biggest obstacle is her heart, if she doesn't like me, even i overcome all others obstacles. they will all go down the drain.maybe after i overcome ALL of them, then i will finally realise how she is so valueable or even priceless to me.
i am going to end my "pen" here. going to sleep, while thinking of what to post here.thansk to all those who wished me good luck.despite all of that i still failed....

lmaotan @ 8:00 AM