OMG. yesterday just had a bad nightmare. isn't a normal nightmare. it involves someone. yes. her.the nightmare was so wierd,i dreamed that i lost my memory, and the only thing i could remember is her. i forgot how to do my maths, i forgot my family. i forgot everyone, the only person i could remember is her.i felt so lost before she comforted me.and somehow for some reason, she slapped me. what hurt most isn't my face, is my heart and brain. i was thinking of why she did that, watching her going away really breaks my heart. its just like now. reality.no matter how hard i try, she keeps getting further and further away from me.if i ever have the chance to get hold of her, i don't think i will ever let her go away. first love is usually hard to forget. *sigh*
how i hope she can fill my lonely heart
how i wish she can fall for me
how i dreamed i can walk the red carpet with her
could someone ever grant my wishes?

lmaotan @ 8:20 AM