Lmaotan

2008-07-30T05:40:00.000-07:00

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My teacher, the head of department for maths, told our class that trigo proving was not in the test, i guess because of the postpone, proving was added. Many complained about it. but Heng i know how to do. i think mr tan would probably cancel the few questions out or something =/.

life sucks.

2008-07-29T00:49:00.000-07:00

supposedly you skipped one of your school's activities named "pet rocket" because of a particular reason.
Would you feel bad?

It's maths test tomorrow, and i don't plan to study still 8:00. and probably i would feel sleepy by that time..

2nd half of the year had been a slacking period for me, i don't seem to be working anymore.

2008-07-28T10:17:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is pet rocket, dunno if going or not, go also cannot, dun go also cannot.

sian.

2008-07-24T05:08:00.000-07:00

Miss lee is a good teacher ( if not, best)

1. She helps basically EVERYONE,even those who refuse to study, she don't leave them out and only teaches the others.

2. Although she leaves for hong kong the other time round, she still assigned work for us to do and even made remedial classes during the school holiday to make sure we are not behind time.

3. She cares about us, far more than the other form teachers do for their students. Not only she communicates well with us ( or at least try to) she tries to give suggestions to problem as well as give us life time experiences. (like mr patrick).

4. she checks our homelink EVERY SINGLE SCHOOL DAY. making sure that we do our homework/would not forget tests or important events sure as file bringing ect.

5. Miss lee encourages us when we do bad in our tests, as well as reward us, and does a "good job" stamp on the test paper for EVERYONE. As well as write a small message. Primary school style but still appreciatable now.

6. SUPER-ULTIMATELY-WONDERFUL-ONE-OF-A-KIND-ENTHU-0M4GT41515T3413370WNZ0RZ motivated teacher

She motivates us very much and is very keen to teach us more. her lesson owns

Miss lee is a good teacher ( if not, best)

More than half of 3/4 commented that she is a Bitch...
which is just utterly lame because you yourself do crap stuff in class and expect good reactions from a teacher.

How the hell do you want her to ensure we do our homework/do not forget when she doesn't 1 by 1 heck our homelink? let the better students leave? one for all all for one. is her fairiness to everyone in the class makes her a good teacher.

Making you stay back after school and correct your behaviour !=! kao bei kao bu
(!=! = not equal to)
Behave well in class, and you don't get it, see tan jia wei for more info.

those who criticise her got to look themselves in the mirror.

2008-07-20T04:39:00.000-07:00

Boring weekend. Nothing to blog about.
emo-ing, always alone.
i will stop staring at my screen and think about what to blog for now. bye

2008-07-18T03:31:00.000-07:00

Mr patrick! the last day we are going to see you!

it's such a pity, such a great teacher. i am not saying mrs kang is bad either. >_>

Emo for life. short blog posts for TEH win

Go dance , on the floor , in the round

2008-07-16T04:52:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is the last day of my favorite english teacher, Mr patrick's lesson.
i am looking forward to it. pity that he had to leave.
not that mrs kang is bad either.

i find mr patrick extremely motivating when he teaches.

2008-07-15T01:13:00.000-07:00

i feel stressed, not over homework or tests, but more for an issue that was brought up several months ago. I don't really deserve that.

Now miss lee is gone, maths is getting lame and mrs kang is replacing mr patrick.
the only "fun" class is chinese >_>. however chen lao shi mistaken me for liking someone who hates me to the core.

until there is nothing left to say.

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2007-12-06T10:35:00.000-08:00

waaaa. So long never did blogging o.o . Was busy with news paper actually, I cannot actually catch up the speed where the papers are coming >__>. In the end I got owned by my father for not reading the newspaper =/.
o.o TBH(to be honest), I din sleep before the night of the class camp. I was awake from 11:00pm --> 2am. Lying down on the bed, forcing myself to sleep. Thinking that "how am I supposed to face her with panda eyes and sleepy mood?" -_- okay I admit it was lame but I actually jumped up and down in excitement, I can’t wait for tomorrow! yay! So I woke up, on my table lamp, close the door >_>. I think my parents woke but never did come out of their room. Anyway checked my bag for anything there might be missed out or smth. Suddenly, I realized that my bro took the torch to his army camp. I was like o.o omg. Later in the night how do I navigate my way to the girl's bunk? *ahem* I mean for patrolling or something.
now above is just some random settings of the story but now here is the climax. Future-mrs-peh-to-be smsed me and told me that she lost her phone and needs a replacement. I was like ._.''' oh my gosh. How can something so terrible happen to such a cute and kind girl? Just one day before the camp and she lost her hand phone *Gasps*. Anyway replied her and say yes I got my old phone there, (still in the conditions to call and sms but..) actually wanted to use the old phone myself and give her the new phone de, but later she surely ask me show her my phone >_> so nvm I don't think she would mind. had a hard time finding the old phone because I cannot switch on the lights and find it, so I just take a random thing from my drawers and run to the kitchen toilet to check out what is it >_>. After 15 mins finally I found the correct one. It was hidden under my pile of papers o.o*throws my old phone into my bag*. Then I smsed her and said goodnight to her. *sigh*. How I wish I was back in the days where I could send her a goodnight sms every night.
But after my Ultimate plan I don't even need to sms her goodnight any more muahwahwa! For more information on the plan, go to www.************.com or call *********. opps? Ultimate plan = something ultimate so I guess it isn't shareable >_>.
then rush into the toilet to wash my face and applied pimple cream o.o . I guess i was naive but last minute work helps sometimes >_>. Actually have been applying them since last 5 months to reduce any pimples that might come, I don't want to scare her away with my pimples during a kiss or something. Anyway the cream worked! o.o . Reduced a lot from my forehead, and I am amazed that it work only after 3 - 4 weeks. I though it usually take months >_>.
and now since I have nothing to do, I switch on my computer and jump to my bed while waiting for the com to start up, and practice hugging my boaster skillfully so I won't wake kaixin up at the camp. OMG did I just say out my plan? nvm >_> its going to be dark anyway, nobody will know that I did it XD. Now played some lames games and I am actually quite surprised when one of my pri school friend smsed me at 4:30 am and asked me if i wanna play dota (short for defence of the ancients). Its a strategy based role playing game which i use to kill time. After all i want to redeem my time killed T_T one month is gone for holidays. So played with him for like 4 matches and each of them took almost an hour o.o.
then at 8:30am. i called chen han and asked him where he is and will he be going for the camp. Then I learned that he is actually inside the school OMG. Then I ask him "is she there?" he say yes but in the canteen doing something with jeshua.
Then i grab my bag and immediately chiong (hokkien for rush) to the LRT station. Only left $2.45 inside EZ-link v.v . But who cares anyway, went there and find out chen han bluff me only la ._. lame kid. kaixin wasn't even around. First seen were tamil and the Indian girls sitting at the foyer or whatever you call it. (To be exact. when u just step out of the GO, walk 3 steps in front, then turn left, then walk 11 steps in front. there you go.) Then more and more people begin to show up o.o finally, the girl with the white suit came >_>. with 11 and kaixin printed at the back of the shirt. So dam excited to see her again yay!. (I have survived the painful one month argh). So started talking to her>_>.
after that saw the most godly teacher of all! Mrs. ong!. She gave me and chen han the keys to open the door to our bunks. Since we had nothing to do, me and chen han arranged all the chairs to one side, then put all the tables together to form a square. Who knows, it actually helped when we play "concentration" there! btw I was blur for a bit. >_> so here is the rules of the game.
Starting player must call out his or her own number twice, followed by another one's number, then the another one must repeat the process. And the whole thing must be with the beats of clapping hands. i was like wth because i only found out this after i done forfeit. >_> i thought the rules was supposed to call for the person who called for you twice. >_>. grr. but nvm. Forfeit is cool. i love to be unique , okay? :D. Was forced to do pole dance on jeshua, (yucks!) then purposely face the other way of kaixin so that she doesn't see me >_>. actually if she is not around i might be able to do a forfeit that surely will pwn everybody that watches it but when she is there i am afraid that she might think i am a sex maniac o_O. So soz alot. >_>.
after that kaixin jeshua and mubin do the forfeit of dunoe what dance, I din know because I did not bothered about CCA council last time. (at that point of time I still did not find kaixin attractive) so i regretted it long ago. I should have joined it grrrr. so many gatherings and meeting and camps T_T. ok lets not side track for now so I was videoing the whole forfeit with chen han's phone because I don't have a memory stick with my atm. then he sent me the video o.o . lol kaixin looked so cute when she did the forfeit.
As more and more people came we decided to play captain ball at the basketball court, in the end me and the Malay boys were playing soccer LOL. I am not sure what the others do at the bench but I didn't know that i would be playing soccer so I did not wear proper shoes to play. in the end nails broke and bleed :(((.Chen han went home to take something i think. after that we all went to shopping mall, westmall. Split up to eat lunch anyways, then jeshua refused to join he boy’s team. wtf >_> actually I didn't wanna agree with budiman he was a [Beep] but for some reason he is OMG LOL JK( note I say << because I don't wanna piss him off just like I did on the 2nd day) so *ahem* after mubin,wei ming,irwan, haziq and faiz eat finish their KFC combo meal. We went off looking for the girls. v.v suddenly kaixin disappeared, went to look 3rd and 2nd floor for her but she was not there, many called her and she din reply o.o so went to arcade and finally found her *relieved*
crapped around in arcade a lot, >_>. and yijie lilian and koofang came to look for us. yay :D. Finally yijie come. And I am sure he doesn't sleep at night so I would have a partner. After all he and chen han are my best friends in 2/5 >_>. So after the arcade..... Oops I forgot where we go le so >_< i guess i will stop blogging her until i find out where we go after west mall. Take note this is only day 1! More coming!

2007-11-05T04:43:00.000-08:00

Today, i went to Lot one with my friend. and guess who i saw. Mr chew -_-. he wore blue and white shirt, and he look like an american bamboo pole standing tall among hundreds of people there o_o.
anyway i feel so stupid last few days, i though it was the date of the class camp LOL. until filbert told me that its going to be held next month, i guess i got too excited over it. I wonder whats the activities planned? o_O
this past few days had not been doing much things lately, but have been writing articles to earn some money lol. Since i like duel masters, i won't mind spending time writing articles on it, since i can improve my english (hopefully ><) and earn some quick $ XD.
somemore tomorrow must go check the dunoe what thing, i think i call tanray they all help me check better >_<. don't really feel like checking it myself.
i know this a short update, i am in no mood of writing actually, quite excited for tomorrow. I am going woodlands to duel people. Cutting rocks. only by dueling much then i would be able to gain experience, and more experience means the better player i would become.

2007-11-03T07:56:00.000-07:00

Chaoyan , don't blame yourself much when you read this post, me being emo isn't totally your fault, i just feel rather sad that i lost every single thing.

2007-11-03T03:05:00.000-07:00

anyway i am not sure if i should do the 40 people thingy here, the one which xiaofei made in the class blog. advices plz?

2007-11-03T02:51:00.000-07:00

anyway, i participated in article writing job, and my job is to write reviews article about duel masters card, describing them fully as ever. I am paid 2 dollars for each article i write, and in totally i only wrote two. Would be working on it later on, since it can also improve my sitatuional writing as well. I really envy those people whose english is good, the way they speak or write is just so cool. Anyway i like to talk in an extremely fast manner that my opponent cannot actually say anything just just stare at me and laugh =D randomness rocks. by the way i am planning to go out to play this few days because i need more experience in card games >_<. In order to prove that i am the greatest duelist ever i got to go out there and show each and everyone of them how good my deck is muahahha ><. actually no, because there isn't a perfect deck at all, but i hope that through all those dueling i can improve my deck, make it a better one. Although it may seems as childish as it is, people just don't understand what relationships i have built knowing this game much. Yeah people reprimand me for spending money on this game, but who doesn't for entertainment? i can say that i have not spent more than 50 dollars in this game though. and this game is going to last me for years i guess. Anyway i stopped buying cards anymore =D i think i am OK with my current deck and such.
by the way i am shocked about the extremely long post made by xiaofei, din see that coming ><>_<.

2007-11-03T02:35:00.001-07:00

Yo all, have not been updating since last month. there is actually nothing much to talk about, except my memorable last few days of school, just one day before the last day of school, Me filbert and tanray went to comics connection, not to buy cards or what, but a nice little art book for kaixin :D. Actually to be honest i was planning to give her a poster of one piece of something but because there isn't any so i just picked one book with lotsa pictures! XD and btw thanks filbert and tanray for waiting for me after so long. anyway i am not going to post what happened after i give the book to her , together with a letter in it. i felt so relieved after that, not only she accepted my gift, she sent me an sms which i think is going to be in my damn inbox forever XD!.

i said this once and i would say this again, cards are options and the more options you have the more advantage you gain. i hope that next time we are able to get together to study or something.

2007-10-12T17:46:00.000-07:00

thousand of apologies again, i had not up dated for a long time. but i have a reason, everytime i am updating my blog, my sister would come and ask me to let her use the com -_-.lol. after that i would have no mood to blog again.anyway something happened during assembly yesterday (friday). which makes me feel lost

i was sitting beside filbert, telling him about the positive impacts of smoking, then kaixin suddenly turn around and told me to stop influencing other people's mind. i was astonished, after which she told me to just shut up and listen.how i wish i had not said that. maybe she would not ask me to shut up.

It is hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does,i ad mit i can't. really.the best and most beautiful thing in the world cannot be seen, or touched, but i felt it in my heart.thats love, kaixin. you make me fall in love.when you love someone, it is something. when someone loves you, it is another thing. when you love the person who loves you back, it is everything that i can wish for.its heart breaking..

love that is denied only goes stronger,as the days i had been with her, i found out that her smile is so irresistible. shes just so cute!so i am going to end off this blog post with a piece of advice. fall in love with someone you can live with, do not fall in love with someone u cannot live without.
noone tells her about the incident or i will rip ur soul out of ur miserable body .

2007-10-08T04:24:00.002-07:00

exams are over! finally i update =). thousand of sorries.

today i counted the stars in the sky, i matched all of them each with a reason why should i love kaixin, in the end, i ran out of stars. meeting her was because of fate, being her friend is my pleasure,
loving kaixin is beyond my control.crushes are like the wind, they come and goes away. my love for her is like a mountain, it is there to stay true forever.the shortest word on earth is "i".the most precious thing on earth is "love".

the most important angel for me is "you".there are just so much things i have not achieve.thinking of how we are going to seperate in sec 3 really breaks my heart. but i hope we can continue the study group after this year.
my last wish, i guess.

did you have to go, leave my world so cold.

2007-10-08T04:24:00.001-07:00

exams are over! finally i update =). thousand of sorries.

today i counted the stars in the sky, i matched all of them each with a reason why should i love kaixin, in the end, i ran out of stars. meeting u was because of fate, being ur friend is my pleasure,
loving u is beyond my control.crushes are like the wind, they come and goes away. my love for you is like a mountain, it is there to stay true forever.the shortest word on earth is "i".the most precious thing on earth is "love".

the most important angel for me is "you".there are just so much things i have not achieve.thinking of how we are going to seperate in sec 3 really breaks my heart. but i hope we can continue the study group after this year.
my last wish, i guess.

2007-09-14T16:53:00.000-07:00

wow, long time never updates liao. keep forgetting. =x. anyway, today has no study group again, they are not available. =( sad thing. wanted to meet her badly. i just found out that exams are really going to come soon. its so soon that i cannot believe that it is this soon.omg. i think i might just not study and slack and do my work on instinct.

2007-09-11T07:46:00.000-07:00

today so sad. crapped with the person behind me so much.now i am her "shifu" XD.
i just found out that the exams are near, need to mug hard. =x

2007-09-10T07:34:00.000-07:00

wow, quite a number of people commented on my hair style today, hmm. was ecpecting it also, because thats what i want. people's opinion!! it meant to much to me. had been trying to change my overall appearance so that i look better.
thanks for everyone who participated in the "comment on soonkeng's hair" activity. although i am still not sure as in the hair is nice or not, i guess i would just leave the hair like that until i get my hair cut, anyway the EYE is coming! argh!!

2007-09-09T07:32:00.000-07:00

kaixin, my heart is true for u. as time passes i begin to love u even more, ur happy smile means so much to me.no one can ever take ur place. anyone can say that to u, but how do i prove that i really love u? if it were to risk my life, i would do it without thinking. even if it would cost me everything.ur as sweet as honey, as lovable as rose, as joyful as the sun and as cute as the cutest thing on earth. i am really afraid i would lose you, it is so hard to accept , do u think i can really forget u? i swear to god the answer is no, ur my first love....
everytime u smile my heart melts, everytime ur angry or sad, i would feel a sharp pain in my heart, are our heart connected? i don't think so, but there is so much evidence. i could not tell myself not to believe it. how long should i wait or do in order to win ur heart... if someone could really teach me, i would be just so grateful.i am not those kind of people which hangs love all over their mouth and back off in a real big time situation. i am willing to do anything that is right for you. just for you.
how i wish i am beside u right now, comforting u when u need it. protect u, go shopping with you, share problems with u.chatting with u on phone, hugging you.play basketball with you..... ect ect and many more...
if only dreams really come true. i love you

OMG

2007-09-08T20:17:00.000-07:00

lmao, this few days was lame. *sigh*. i cannot believe the holiday is over like that. i did not even get to enjoy 1/10 of it. everyday zhou bo(do nothing) also. but the cheerful thing is, i am going to meet her tomorrow!

2007-09-05T23:39:00.000-07:00

wow,its september already, i have not started mugging yet... i feel so lonely today, nothing to do. maybe i could go to the nearby minimart shop and play with some random kids there, or maybe i can stay at home and do nothing. i guess nothing much to add on since nothing great had really happened, i guess i would just ly on my bed and think of her. maybe that would make me feel better

ARGH!

2007-09-05T08:26:00.000-07:00

today went to swensens to eat. while i am in it, i was thinking about the voucher that our music group "so hot" won for the music contest. it seemed to have disappeared, i remember passing it to ruban for safe-keeping, then he told me he passed it to mrs ong. LOL. anyway i don't have any phone with a camera so i don't really include pictures in my blog, *apologizes*.
i just found out that actually zuran rocks! nah, she rocks long ago till now, anyway i like ailin's SPASTIC MISSLE XD. nothing much, just some random stuffs.
argh so fast, half of the holiday is gone!!! i have yet to enjoy it. but its ok, i have nothing to do anyway.. i really look forward saturday's study group. i miss kaixin so much.rawr..
off to sleep! still got basketball to play tomorrow.. =D! good luck to all!

2007-09-03T06:29:00.001-07:00

LOL today's geog lesson so fun. somehow i like this kind of lesson. argh. 2/4 people so nosiy, anyway,i feel that there is a need to cut down on my reading speed because i always have alot of things to say and i need to rush in order not to waste time , i think i do not have anything to say at all and its 9:30, since xiaofei's msn is not working os i will just sleep, so lonely no one to talk to . argh (i love my canon in D ring tone). try to sms me more in order to let me hear them! , lol
=D

2007-09-01T21:54:00.000-07:00

for now there are alot of things going through my mind but i sort of not wanting to say them out but i will just say some of them briefly so that it actually clears my mind. i found out long ago that if you take a cup of coffee and add some tooth paste in it and u stir stir stir and drink it u actually can get a 15 minute fever.
for now alot people said that i am random but i don't really think so but i love to ask random question. some questions actually have a meaning behind it , or maybe i ask them just to find out more about a particular thing or maybe someone's behavior or characteristics. some questions like "do you like to eat fishballs" actually can let me know what do u like to do most often or what , i am not sure as in i like to eat potato chips but they are so salty. i think if i wanna have some snacks most probly i would get something called the nes cafe, the iced coffee which i like most!! WEEE!!!! i love kai xin and my love for her will never change!

2007-09-01T08:22:00.000-07:00

nothing really motivates me to blog about so i guess i won't type much, wait, i still have 30 seconds left before i need to go out, lets see what can i do with this 30 seconds, there might be lots of spelling error because i am typing really fast and not looking at the screen, anyway today there is one thing called the study group, budiman got some issues to settle and siu min did not come, so it was left with me and kaixin, we did some geog work. the whole workbook, and i did the reading log, then she told me that she placed her reading log in the calssroom. i wonder if the class room would be locked on monday because i need to go in to take out my maths text book. i really want to get good results, seeing people get lots of a 1 really make me sort of jealous, i want to be someone like andy. or even alot of girls who mostly get a1s, but like i say saying is always easier than doing it. ok gonna go see u all next time maybe update later!! bb!

2007-08-31T05:43:00.000-07:00

hohoho, today so godly. mrs ong was touched, maybe.. today was so embarrassing for me. did some dance move for mrs ong, infornt of kaixin! rather shy. thanks people, for making teacher's day enjoyable to both students and teachers. 2/5 rocks

2007-08-24T04:45:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i blogged, my internet has some problem and its all settled now. feel like ultra - non stop posting alot of stuffs.. first i am really down on my luck, so unlucky! every booster packs i buy, i don't get good cards from it! spent quite some amount of money on it already. sigh* just got news that unity basket ball girls did not win the finals, but still got second. if you all are reading this. maybe you could take this as a comfort. you still have the support of unitians!
as i was down on my luck, things start to get worst, on wednesday, tamil and irwan told me to join the debate team for the finals as a replacement, i argeed to them. and so after school we went to outside the foyers and begin to write the script all that. only to realise the terrible truth that i am not allow to join the debate because i did not participate in the last 2.sorry tamil and irwan..actually among all these, i am not actually sad or what. just feel bad because kaixin reprimanded me for not joining in the first place.sad because she was right? or maybe because it is she who reprimanded me.
chinese! at thursday it was so funny, we were supposed to act out an role play which titles "make your goal". me yi jie and chen han was in one team. then on that day itself then come panic LOL. but its ok, we choosed a simple story and drew some pictures for props. in the end we got first! such an surprise! at least there is something to cheer me up.i still have no luck in booster packets.
friday went to the tea museum! it was well, quite cool in the sense that almost 50% of the whole thing is made out of wood, lol. they taught us how to brew tea, i took it as an revision, my father did it alot of times before. overall it was fun! an enjoyable trip.

2007-08-14T05:09:00.000-07:00

LOL.today morning, we were at mac discussing about teacher's day celebration. then i found out alot of stuffs which is kept hidden to me all the time.i wonder why kaixin is doing so hard for every thing. sigh* after around 8:25, it was time to rush back to school. i was the one who is supposed to accompany budiman back to school and make sure that he doesn't suspect anything is wrong. the others went to take the cake. and i suddenly realise something! siu min is a bomber woman! she keep bomb other people's phone call =.=. then mrs ong took the keys for the home econ lab and help us open =D. then we place the cake in side the fridge.
o_O first period english, get punished badly.(well i have not been punished for a long time already) for not signing my compo test again,i keep on forgeting. maybe because of stress or what.somehow i find it quite contradicting when miss soh said she wants to be a professional teacher, how can someone like her be one, lol you got to be kidding me man.imagine miss soh become a professional noob!. jk =D alot of people might hate her for scolding, but i still think is my own fault, heng got people accompany me =.=.and about the test, i had a few parts which i don't really think i will get. but it was easy tough, i think people have the chance to score full marks.good luck! and miss soh is in a foul mood then come to our class show attitude. wth. she says that she is a permanent teacher, which makes her very special. whats so special? isn't it every teachers job? we are also permanent students, why are we not praised?
during recess time, owned! alot of people with the duel master card game, don't really wish to elaborate as i used cheap cards to beat people.
science practical omg omg. i don't know what to write for the zinc, >_< wrong =".="."> after school! (finally) was quite stressed up with the science test >_<.i went around to look for kaixin , but they were nowhere to be found, so i decided to take out the rectangular black colour thing whereas u press press press then will "toot""toot" then can talk to a person from the far away distance that thing, then i called kaixin , they said they are hiding behind the vending machine. when the time is right i am suppose to become the radioman (as in to inform them), then they will rush out and sing the happy birthday song.then omg so funny mubin go fake quarrel with jeshua then go slap jeshua face XD. i almost r011in8 0n th3 f1o0r 14u8h1ng my 4pp13 0ff t0 a n00b 0h my f1s41ng g0d 0wn4g3 h4XX0r pwn3d 1337. then right. surprise! lol. budiman looked so embarrassed. then after that we played with the cake, then did alot of cleaning up. i noticed something. kaixin is extremely good at doing house work, if i can marry her then i need not worry about our home already.
the debate: was such a disappointment to me. personally i think debate is not about pen or paper, but more to a think on the spot kind of thing, it wasn't the debate i was expecting, and the topic links closely to school,so boring.thanks to kaixin who help me bring my bag to me =D.actually i pointed out some points that both sides had said that is actually not so correct. but the overall thing was ok, lol tAMIL so professional..

2007-08-12T00:20:00.000-07:00

WOW, today i went out side to eat with chen han and weiming, XO fish head. lol, then after that went swimming, LOL chen han. went to play with the slide. XD, stuck inside , then chen han shake me out, omfg owned! after yesterday i suddenly realize how important koo fang is to chen han.go go go go go chen han. don't step too deep in love.saturday study group was a disappointment to me. no one wants to go, i planned everything already. sigh*. nothing to update lers, got to rush the eye witness report. forgot to bring the thing back home >_<. cannot do geog also. sian... math text book also in school! %#$$%^$%&. kaixin is so cute ! ^_^

2007-08-10T08:46:00.000-07:00

sigh, sort of stressed right now. feel like starting on my home econ projects and such, but don't have the mood, Monday is science practical. if only i had bring my work book home. i wonder what will come out. i have no problem lightning a Bunsen burner also. but its ok. i cannot fail my practical, i already failed my theory.maybe my life is so screwed up.if only someone can wake me up.but none other than me can help myself. how am i in such a situation right now, i wonder who is going for the study group tomorrow.i can't wait for tomorrow. these few days i could not sleep well,although with the air conditional on, i am still sweating on my back.i couldn't sleep, something or someone is preventing me. or is it myself? it is, my sub conscious mind that has been haunting me everyday since that horrifying truth came to my notice.so right. this is the perfect place to express my feelings,i have nothing else to prove to other people anymore, maybe i would just keep quiet for the rest of my life.life is such boring without love. paper works and more stress. exam is just 5 weeks time. and 2/5 is going to separate. i wonder will she be in the same class as me or not.lets hope nothing negative happens. if you know what i mean.sorry for the extremely short update. but kaixin is really a nice girl

2007-08-09T03:43:00.000-07:00

Rush hour 3. today just went to watch, lol jackie chan looked so old >_<. but he could do alot of stuffs which alot of people could not.somethings will change and sometimes things just cannot change. in this show it did not really show how good is he,i am rather disappointed.
ndp is so emotional for me. currently updating my blog.no one can accompany me. tomorrow i am going to the gym. maybe to let out my stress, or even the sad truth.

2007-08-08T06:31:00.000-07:00

another day has gone, i am still alone. how could this be, your not here with me. you never say goodbye, someone tell me why. did you have to go, and leave my world so cold. everyday i sit and ask myself how did love slip away. something whispers in my ear and says. you are not alone for I am here with you though you're far away i am here to stay.you will always be in my heart

2007-08-07T04:44:00.000-07:00

omgomgomgomgomgomgomg owned! how come the subject head talks to miss soh about me? omg, is my English really that poor. by the way, i was said to be poor in my English, but today i felt unreasonably cheered by miss soh's speech about me, she says that i sometimes can give the most intelligent answer that other people could not give. not boasting or what but i don't have anything to talk about, she says i am just not putting in any effort to my work. lol.
maybe i have woke up or what, but somehow i had epiphany. i suddenly realised that she was right afterall, maybe me and her are just impossible. so kaixin. lets be close friends! (see how first, i am not sure u want to be my good friend also! -_-) as i still love her or not, better not say it here. and then right. wm. paiseh for not 'pei'ing you to eat! omg and tml is ndp celebration. weee!

2007-08-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

thanks friends, for the encouragements you all have given me. although i am still confused on if i should continue or not, i will have to just forget about everything and continue on my life, i don't want to ever step into a relationship anymore i guess.i was hurt too deep.

2007-08-05T05:03:00.000-07:00

wow, these few days i bought alot of booster packs, was lucky, and got cards that can sell which will let me earn money. and will cover the price of those booster packs ^^.. i hope monday will be a good day for me and her.

2007-08-04T05:09:00.000-07:00

i found out something very important today which might affect my life.

2007-08-03T03:39:00.001-07:00

omfg what am i doing now adays. i feel so fake, everything is so fake. i cannot concentrate in class,i can't hear the surrounding sounds , i keep day dreaming.i am having alot of flash backs...wednesday mother tongue teach scolded me and yijie and chen han for being late for wed class, but i guess she doesn't know that when the bell ring we are still cooking the jelly =.= but its ok i explained to her already but i don't think she trusted it. like very sian like that because i just found out that alot of good students in my higher mother tongue class actually hates the lesson.i always tot that girls have higher interest in lessons than boys, but it would be alright if i learn from people like jia wei or andy, be quiet and nothing will happen to you. the few days veh emo, no mood to update also.. i guess i will just stop whining and continue on my life without her.. anyway i read a book which says this "if you love her, treasure and cherish her". this is so irony.

2007-07-31T08:18:00.000-07:00

MOST SHOCKING DAY OF MY LIFE.
highlighted, enlarged , bolded , italiced, what more do you expect?its really hard to express out my feelings right now,i am feeling so epiphany...i am beginning to feel emo and pathetic again..

from February onwards, the way she came into my heart and the place of my love, i knew right then and there was something different about this girl. the way she moved, her hair , her face , her lines.her voice. divinity In motion. as she stalked our classroom, i could feel the aura of her presence. feeling both passion and lust. the girl was not persuasive, but i fell for her. the girl i can and cannot trust. the girl was bad, the girl was dangerous...

i went to her, with the eyes of desire.i felt trapped into her. web of sin, a whisper of love. i was at the point of no return. deep into the darkness of passion's insanity. i felt taken by lust's strange inhumanity.i fell into the bottomless pit of love, deeper and deeper i go.the stronger you are, the harder you fall...

she told me to stop wasting my time on her, but what esle more important could things be except for her.she said i am a good guy, maybe i am just not good enough to be her prince charming.she told me friends is still the best solution.. she made it so clear. its just impossible between the both of us.even after secondary school.. i felt so hurt, so confused, i don't know what to do, continue? give up?giving up seems a better choice. she made it so clear, if i don't give up, my love for her might become irritation..if i give up, my life would be so meaningless. i could not forget her.i just can't.how can i forget such an important person in my life? how do i face her nowadays. its easy to say, but hard to do.. maybe i am just finding excuses not to give her up, but its really hard for me to completely not love her..

i feel so confused... it breaks my heart to see that sms.i took a photo of her and stared at it for some time, that photo made me lose my tears.i was thinking why am i in such a situation.for moments i feel dizzy and sweating all over..so the next day, i sit on the chair with my monitor screen switched off, my father in the kitchen have been calling me for consecutive 3 times in a row and i din hear even one of them, until he went into a room and called.. he wonder if he suspected i was high on drugs. but i don't really feel like talking at that time, so i went to sleep for another 2 hours.why am i so useless..maybe that why she don't like me, i have nothing in order for her to like me. maybe you would say i am trying to let you guys reading this post pity me, but i really feel disappointed. after i have done so much to win her heart. i waited for her every morning at lrt and walk with her to school. i gave her flowers, i try to help her in anyway i can, i cheer her up by cracking a joke to her when she feels sad, i sent a good night sms to her every night, i protect her from other males who have bad intentions on her and ect. but all of these seemed to have come to an end with no use at all,but its ok, i do it at my own accord and i am not regretting it. at most i let her felt that i love her, thats all. its really nice being with her, i feel so at home and comfortable, walking with her to school enlightens my life, although people say waiting is actually a thing that requires patience, i don't mind waiting for her 20 mins or more, while in the process i am too excited to as in when she would appear in my sight.the question is, should i continue to love her, or not? who's gonna answer? maybe just a test in my life. lets see how i can overcome it.

i don't feel like typing the rest out, i am tired, maybe i will update somehow tomorrow. but no worries, i would act as if nothing has happened, and those who have seen this post please don't go tell kaixin about it, i don't want her to feel guilty.i mean it, please..bye.

2007-07-26T04:39:00.000-07:00

today was geog! and mrs kang wants us to form into groups of 10. to reshearse the role play thing. lol, shifting culture was so much easier than wet rice! anyway today was so boring that i actually have nothing to write about. do you guys think i still love kaixin?

2007-07-25T02:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday, it breaks my heart to see kaixin standing by herself, =(. i am not trying to prove what but just don't feel easy about her standing, she feel so sad. i can see... anyway, yesterday match was ownage! basket ball girls won! yelicia ur so "zhun jiao"(godly shooter). if ur reading this then u rock! if ur not then you stone!lol. all the others were good also, esp olivia. ><. next time then update! now got to entertain wm! BB!

2007-07-23T07:10:00.000-07:00

WOAH. today got test and quiz! >_<. i hate the science quiz, but lost five marks for the math test already . i wrote wrongly =(. argh.xiao fei you sand! happy birthday! hope ur relationship "1 3 1 4"( yi shen yi shi) and "3399"(chang chang jiu jiu)..... so envy -.-

2007-07-21T21:15:00.000-07:00

today there is the racial harmony performance at woodlands regional library. heard that it was nice. but did not get to attend the show. =( and btw yj u look very toot on that day =.=. and lilian its best to bring a jacket when u go watch movie or what! lol.
since budiman got high fever, siumin has something on, weiming watch the performance, tanray goes for the BB care, and i cannot contact filbert, so all was left was me and kaixin at the study group. actually i was thinking that will she come or not, because i don't think she wants to be just 1 on 1. somemore with me. but surprisingly she came, i felt unreasonably cheered by that... so we just studied for the maths test and went home. got nothing esle to write,

ps: alessia dun disband the gossip club!!

2007-07-17T06:31:00.000-07:00

lermaos! (quoted from chaoyan which means lmao). today is sadly the last day mr teoh is teaching us english.=( but certainly not the last time we see him! friday we still can get to see him. anyway his lessons are way more interesting than miss soh's, i am not being baised or what but i found his hand signals interesting ^^.and i like his hair style!

i wonder why the maths lesson relieved teacher is so... i dunoe how to explain but i cannot possibly use homosexual to describe him... his voice is so cute LOL. and xiaofei cute smiles u have. i can't believe she actually took the effort to decorate every bullet points in the midmap for geog >_<. so artistic and hardworking! but too bad her efforts never got recognized because mrs kang did not check the notes =(.but i don't think hse needs it, "isn't it"? lol.

after school played with kaixin and siumin, lol they spent so much time just to draw lines and boxes for their maths project. maybe because i keep side tracking or siumin keep playing songs! omg! kaixin's handphone's golf is so addictive.. =.=

recently have gained much more confidence in my hair =.=. alot people say nice. =D

2007-07-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

today was so cool! many people said my hair style was nice! i din expect it, just feel that it is very nerdy. Anyway, first one who met me was li shan, and was trying to avoid her.. -.- because was afraid she would laugh at my hair style.. but after i went to school i was actually confronted by mr chew of my standing hairstyle, i told him i din have any gel or what on and he touches my hair and let me go =D!now i have so much confident in this hairstyle! even mrs ong says she like it!!
after school i had my basketball program.. and i found out that standing under the sun for too long makes me very blur, after which till now i am still blur of what i am doing, i cannot believe i actually threw away my sister's food >_<. to think that i was reminded that she will be back to eat. omg i feel so bad! and poor her she got to open canned food and cook instant noodles, i can feel the frustrate in her although she did not said it out.
anyway we did the racial harmony banner thing. did halfway, we draw a huge spider web and painted it with black paint. (chen han thanks for helping anyway =D)it turns out quite nice. but one thing is that we have forgotten to put news paper underneath! owned! the floor is vandalized by us!!! mwahwahwahwa. but in the end we poured water and cleaned it up, and i must really thanks the uncle who gave us the newspaper >_<.. after which we ran out of idea and siumin said that we could do it tomorrow. well alright lets push everything to tomorrow...
so its time to put back the banner to class 2/5! was actually quite surprised that the door wasn't locked. after putting everything. something astonishing happened. kaixin tripped and fell down. omg.... i was like so worried about her, but after she said she was ok i felt so relieved, did not know what reason was i excited tough. just feel very scared that she would injure herself... its ok all the way anyway. i found out that kaixin and siumin are easy "laughable". just tell them some of my imaginations and they will keep laughing haha =D same goes to chaoyan and weiming. u cannot have a cold stare war with lmaotan around! trust me!. thast all for today am typing too much, anyway sis need to use computer! bye!

2007-07-15T03:29:00.000-07:00

OMFG, got a bad haircut today. i look like a gay, don't know if kaixin will laugh at my hair style or not...T_T.argh... tml got basketball.. don't feel like going, but still have to go! actually have nothing more to write about, but chen han just cre8ed a new blog and i could see he is quite excited about it.lol

2007-07-14T07:40:00.000-07:00

lol today morning weiming and haziq came to my house to play some games, and play some guitar. after that weiming went with me to the study group, which budiman was not able to attend because of scouts. lol siu min and kaixin so cute ^_^. i am actually quite worried about andy's case because i think he is thinking too much about it, he might get a poor conduct because of his careless move, but i don't think that miss jessica wants to do it too.then at night played badminton with my father =.= i rock! nothing to say reeally, rather tired right now. tml then update update update =D

2007-07-13T03:59:00.000-07:00

today about the andy literature incident, he called me and told me about it. i actually don't believe he will cheat, not because he is clever or what, but who will do such obvious cheating method that everyone can see? and he told me that people around him were to do a report on the incident, many reports are saying that andy is highlighting something in his file. but there is one report which says that andy is flipping through the lit file during the test, and because of that andy might be in high chance of getting 0 for the lit test and get himself a poor conduct. and most importantly the trust he has built up with the teachers.i hope that particular godly ultimate wonderful like-to-any-how-say son of a trying-to-report-crap-reporter to own up and apologise or what and settle the problem.